I love cuckold porn, pretty sure I'm an actual cuck too. My gf doesn't know this as we've been together just under a year and this is a big thing.
A week or so ago I was a bit premature with my current gf(lived together 10 months) and told her I'm sorry that's never been a problem for me before. She said "well maybe you just can't handle me" then quickly reassured me she was joking. But it was a turn on.
Today I was talking about a situation where a woman's ...... is editing her nudes and how strange that is.
With no other prompt she joked, "maybe I should start something and you can take pictures of me"
I gave a little push back as she doesn't know about this kink, but I didn't try to seem entirely closed off to the idea. Then we got to talking about how some people get personal and want things like panties sent to them for money and she said "I don't know if I could do that." Which sounds like she's disqualifying that behavior but in turn also admitting she would actually be open to posting her nudes online for $$$.
I've never told anyone about this kink, and I'm not entirely sure it's something I could go through with in real life. However, this whole conversation seems like a babystep in that direction to me.
Recently she made a joke and said you "your little bitch ass" at the end of it, she's never used terms like that or demasculated me until now.
She also got very noticeably flustered when watching Straight Outta Compton and there was a nude BBC on screen.
Then there was a muscular dude from survivor she had a crush on, Jon from one of the newer seasons.
Most recently relevant situation: I was talking about how this guy online making physical threats seemed immature and she said "have you seen his profile picture? You and him ARE NOT the same person. Then I checked his profile and it was a black dude who looked roided out like tree trunk arms, biceps bigger than most people's head. Didn't think she was into that, but she sounded turned on, almost like she didn't even realize how it sounded.
Should I dip my toes in and see if this is really something she wants to do? Or am I thinking further into her words because of my secret?
A week or so ago I was a bit premature with my current gf(lived together 10 months) and told her I'm sorry that's never been a problem for me before. She said "well maybe you just can't handle me" then quickly reassured me she was joking. But it was a turn on.
Today I was talking about a situation where a woman's ...... is editing her nudes and how strange that is.
With no other prompt she joked, "maybe I should start something and you can take pictures of me"
I gave a little push back as she doesn't know about this kink, but I didn't try to seem entirely closed off to the idea. Then we got to talking about how some people get personal and want things like panties sent to them for money and she said "I don't know if I could do that." Which sounds like she's disqualifying that behavior but in turn also admitting she would actually be open to posting her nudes online for $$$.
I've never told anyone about this kink, and I'm not entirely sure it's something I could go through with in real life. However, this whole conversation seems like a babystep in that direction to me.
Recently she made a joke and said you "your little bitch ass" at the end of it, she's never used terms like that or demasculated me until now.
She also got very noticeably flustered when watching Straight Outta Compton and there was a nude BBC on screen.
Then there was a muscular dude from survivor she had a crush on, Jon from one of the newer seasons.
Most recently relevant situation: I was talking about how this guy online making physical threats seemed immature and she said "have you seen his profile picture? You and him ARE NOT the same person. Then I checked his profile and it was a black dude who looked roided out like tree trunk arms, biceps bigger than most people's head. Didn't think she was into that, but she sounded turned on, almost like she didn't even realize how it sounded.
Should I dip my toes in and see if this is really something she wants to do? Or am I thinking further into her words because of my secret?