hey Top, so....I'm pretty sure this wasn't your first indescretion, maybe interracial, but something tells me there's a bit more to this. My husband had a similiar experience, however he not only screwed this whore in our home 2 nights while I was reconnecting with my dad after 43 years of no contact, how cool of him huh. Anyway, back to the husband, he went so far as to use not only the sex toys with this person (by the way, she is a known "whore" in our NEIGHBORHOOD and has screwed most every male here, married or not, she does not have a job, lives on the streets and lost custody of her two children....this is all by her choice. She has family that would take her in, but she chooses this lifestyle). So...he not only used OUR sex toys with her, but while fkg her, he went into my panites drawer and took out a pair, brought them to her and told her to put them on...she questioned him, he told her, they are my wife's, I'm going to fk you in them. She laughed and told him he was a bad boy, this just made him harder. Apparently she started saying things about ME, the wife, he laughed at first but then didn't like it so much so after he fkd her...panties to the side, he tore them off her and shoved them in her mouth. Hence...I no longer wear panties either. As I mentioned due to "childhood trama" from a family member for several years, I too am a bit "reserved" I guess you would say. In order to EXPERIMENT and do things with your significant other, there CAN NOT BE SUCH BETRAYAL, especially with someone who has had sexual trauma. I am not bitter just in utter disbelief that my husband violated me so badly, my panites, really?
