Let The Cuck Angst Begin!

We were always very transparent and respectful with sharing information. I was way out of line in my enthusiasm for wanting to watch her fuck other men. I was literally “pimping” her out for my voyeuristic thrills with little regard to her feelings. I was way way out of bounds and disrespectful to her.

I had to learn about myself, get control of my obsession, and give total control of her pussy over to her and her alone.
Sounds very much like what I did. Now she has 3 Bulls who fill her weekly.
And she couldn't be happier.
 
My Hotwife is spending the day tomorrow and tomorrow night with her longterm Bull.
She’s been Cucking me for 10 years now and still I experience the welcomed yet feared Cuck Angst.
Cuckold angst, that notorious term.

Does anyone else still experience this?

I get those complex rollercoaster of emotions and psychological self doubting.
A complex mix of feelings I oscillate between rock hard arousal, excitement, fear, and insecurity. I love watching her experience pleasure with her Bull then I feel inadequate and jealous he makes her cum so hard.
They are supposed to record a video for me.
Im looking forward to her date, even more to watching her video and jacking off to it but fear that internal emotional turbulence.

I will post some updates and photos from her date.
You need to eat her pussy right after he fucks her. My wife loves it.. It is mandatory for her.
 
So, how did it all fall out in your wife's mind? Was last week's disappointment a minor thing or was it a sign to her to move on?
She has a emotional and physical connection to this Bulm going back 15 years now.
She is very empathetic towards him.
He’s planning on coming for a visit in our home for a week or so in the near future.
 
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