The more I read on here the more I realize that the desire to be feminized is something many of us share. Everyday that passes me fantasy becomes obsession. I want someone to tell me to shave my self completely smooth, get dressed up in my wife’s sluttiest outfit and have a dominant bbc or bwc come use all my holes. I want to know how my wife feels when she has one of her buddies fuck her crazy! She goes completely submissive and is a good little slut for big cocks. I want to know what it feels like to suck and lick a hard dick until it blows a load down my throat or on my face. Wife told me one time she took a load on her face and was told to leave it dripping down her face while she was fucked . I want to know the sting of a smack on my ass while I am getting dicked down, feel hands holding on to my hips or neck while getting pounded out. I want to gag and ...... while getting my throat fucked. to feel that submissive helplessness and feel the pride of making someone cum inside me then feel that cum running out of me and dripping down my balls would be enough to get me all turned on for another round! I am not gay I do not like men I do not get turned on because it’s a man I love women but I am attracted to the act and feeling of being treated like a little slut by a huge cock. The feelings are so confusing but for real this fantasy it truly becoming an obsession that I am going to have to act on before to long. If anybody has any helpful feedback I would greatly appreciate some dms and any advice you awesome people have for me!